I still continually find myself saying how thankful I am for the 32 hours we had with our sweet baby Hoden before he was whisked off to the NICU. Those hours were so peaceful and incredible blessing to us. I know that that time we had with him made the weeks thereafter more bearable. I can't imagine the wreck I would have been if they had taken him away without me getting to hold him, nurse him and just plain get to know him. I consider those hours the biggest miracle of all, my Heavenly Father answering the prayer in my heart.